Death Rabbit
Tue, 6th Apr '04, 12:07am
Today is the 10 year anniversary of the day Kurt Cobain killed himself. Fans of Nirvana should light a candle. This thread is for rememberance of the man and the band.
While admittedly not Nirvana's biggest fan ever, I will say that Nirvana's music definitely had a big impact on my early teenage years. "Nirvana: Nevermind" was the first album I ever actually went out and bought (on TAPE...remember those?). It was an album that really got me into music in a serious manner. "Smells Like Teen Spirit" was the first song I ever learned how to play on the drums. In fact, I learned how to play the drums initially by listening to that album over and over and air-drumming along. (For those unaware, I've been in and out of bands since I was 13, touring briefly with a few, and took my music career very seriously...until I realized that I didn't know a single musician over 30 who wasn't either a waiter or a music teacher. ;) So I decided to move on. Anyway...)
I started liking them less and less with every kid I saw in my school sporting their brand-new Wal-Mart purchases Nirvana T-shirts. So die-hard fans may see me as a bit of a turncoat. But I always remembered how much the Nevermind album meant to me in the early year, and still enjoy it to this day. Despite this, at the time of Cobain's death, I remember thinking "what's the big deal?" Don't get me wrong, people killing themselves is always a big deal. But I never saw him as the "John Lennon of Generation X" that so many people saw him as. Maybe I was missing something, may not. I may never know.
This morning, when I heard on the radio that today was the big 10, I spent the day thinking about what kind of music Nirvana would be putting out today had Kurt just gotten some friggin' help for his depression/addiction. Wondering what his take would be on today's popular music. Wondering if the Foo Fighters, whom I love, would ever have been formed (probably not). It's funny how things work out in life. But while I didn't appreciate Nirvana enough at the time (not just the band or even Cobain, but what they represented), when I see a Christina Aguilera video or hear Limp Bizkit's atrocious singing on the radio, it really makes me miss Nirvana, and the rest of the grunge scene for that matter.
Here's to you, Kurt. :thumb:
While admittedly not Nirvana's biggest fan ever, I will say that Nirvana's music definitely had a big impact on my early teenage years. "Nirvana: Nevermind" was the first album I ever actually went out and bought (on TAPE...remember those?). It was an album that really got me into music in a serious manner. "Smells Like Teen Spirit" was the first song I ever learned how to play on the drums. In fact, I learned how to play the drums initially by listening to that album over and over and air-drumming along. (For those unaware, I've been in and out of bands since I was 13, touring briefly with a few, and took my music career very seriously...until I realized that I didn't know a single musician over 30 who wasn't either a waiter or a music teacher. ;) So I decided to move on. Anyway...)
I started liking them less and less with every kid I saw in my school sporting their brand-new Wal-Mart purchases Nirvana T-shirts. So die-hard fans may see me as a bit of a turncoat. But I always remembered how much the Nevermind album meant to me in the early year, and still enjoy it to this day. Despite this, at the time of Cobain's death, I remember thinking "what's the big deal?" Don't get me wrong, people killing themselves is always a big deal. But I never saw him as the "John Lennon of Generation X" that so many people saw him as. Maybe I was missing something, may not. I may never know.
This morning, when I heard on the radio that today was the big 10, I spent the day thinking about what kind of music Nirvana would be putting out today had Kurt just gotten some friggin' help for his depression/addiction. Wondering what his take would be on today's popular music. Wondering if the Foo Fighters, whom I love, would ever have been formed (probably not). It's funny how things work out in life. But while I didn't appreciate Nirvana enough at the time (not just the band or even Cobain, but what they represented), when I see a Christina Aguilera video or hear Limp Bizkit's atrocious singing on the radio, it really makes me miss Nirvana, and the rest of the grunge scene for that matter.
Here's to you, Kurt. :thumb: